Come an get it ladies

I've been thinking lately about how I always draw myself as some sort of deformed weirdo, and do the opposite of idealizing myself. I purposely seek out my flaws and exaggerate them. It's not because I don't consider myself sexy. The mirror in my bedroom can attest to how many hours I've spent standing naked in front of it. I've come to realize that I value weird far above what I value sexy. I would much rather be interesting than pretty. So in a way, I am idealizing myself with these pictures, I just have a very unconventional ideal for myself.

So yeah, this is me. I am tall, but most of my height is torso. I have the largest hands and feet of (almost) every female I know, my toes have ridiculous amounts of space between them, my hip bones can be used to carve ice they are so sharp, I am covered in scars and moles (complete with hairs), I grow pubes like Columbia grows coffee, my boobs are small and pointy with enough space between them that I physically cannot have cleavage.

All of these features are things that countless magazines have a sole purpose of telling me how to hide them. But I don't want to hide them. I much prefer to do the opposite, and call attention to them.


Anyone who wants to date me solely because of this picture, though, I'm not entirely sure I'd like that. They'd probably be disappointed by the fact that I actually look more normal than this.